My brain kind of slowed down but i feel like everything about me slowed down. I felt like zombie, my jaw was always tense, and bunch of other side effects without many (if any positive feelings). First it was weird but after two days I realized it was too strong. I got diagnosed and started taking Concerta last week. So when I accidentally bumped into the field of ADHD, reading symptoms, solving online quizzes and reading other people's stories I was shocked, everything suddenly made sense. During years I just accepted that I never developed any study/work habits as young man and I just wasted any potential I ever had (I am doing pretty well compared to average people but there was always that feeling that it is just because I was lucky since I cant really do anything which requires any mental effort).

It came a shock since I didnt know ADHD existed, in my country it was not something kids were normally tested for, a had really good grades but I always new something was off with me.

I'm a (M,32), diagnosed couple of week ago, started medication last week.

Concerto no 4 in f minor